My husband and his ex are friends again because she’s apparently internet sociable again after almost 3 years. Personally I have nothing against her or their friendship. I just hate this feeling of angst now that isee them liking each others statuses and pictures everytime facebook is up…. I feel childish because nothing is going on… it’s sudden and fullblown.. it’s like every single picture or status they put up, once of them “likes”it or comments on it…. I’m just over here noticing dumb details like that and thinking to myself “staaaaahp get off each others dicks OMG” >
Oh look a baby pikachu… before pichu’s existed… hrrrmmm lol
character that ive worked on for… yeeeaaarrrsss.. used to be know as Skyla name changed to Osumare(which is apparently in an african language((wish i knew which country in africa id look for more names)) means ‘Rainbow’) She’s gone through many changes but has come back to this design over and over again. Its just HER… Know what I mean? She’s a sassy ball of sexy, kind heartedness, bloodthirst for revenge, and negligent of responsibilities all in one package. Born white dragon, cursed with holding a second soul, my husbands character Tsubasa. Prevents her from transforming into full dragon, but is mutant in some ways. Grotesque beast like feet, long talons, abnormal angled eyes, pointed ears and visible sharp teeeth. Sports a tail, which is snake like in movement and proportion in strength and flexibility. Tail is pointed and shaped like an open arrow, with some sort of magic orb.
Dragons in my story each have their own abilities and guard a realm or world(or a different dimension sort of). White dragons heal better then any means, though can not resurrect the dead.
Told myself I wouldn’t draw another Pokemon fusion today…. I’m mad.. .I had some line-art of a fairy right next to this face that I saved for later use as a different file… I accidentally saved over it with this after I had cropped it off.. I couldn’t undo it.. FML
I think I’m going to start being so much happier…
First I’d like to say I apologize for all the emo crap I put up here before hand… I accidentally linked my tumblr to my facebook and was like NOOOOOOOO.. So in a frenzied and sleepy hurry I went and deleted anything I thought I wouldn’t want everyone and their moms to see. And I’m glad I deleted some of it, because ewwww… But everyone has their moments.
I have two more days of hell before I officially switch over to evening shift… I’ve been training for the past two nights… I am so elated…. and relieved. I can’t wait… Just one more weekend, memorial day weekend.. and I’m free from freeloaders, drama queens, and over all just terrible people. Sad thing is, the day shift only has maybe 2 or 3 people out of nearly 30 or so individuals that make it horrible. Its enough though. In the last six months I have felt like quitting every single day I work.
But after tonight I see new heights… Even just knowing I’m going to be leaving it behind has lightened up my mood. XD I keep the house cleaner and I’m drawing more. >:D
Just… a little longer..
Not to mention the physical STRESS is going tobe so much less. The amount of physical stress and mental stress just dropping so quickly… Ah gawd I’m not going to knwo what to do with myself. I’m all giddy… guys… you REALLY DON’T GET IT… My job is so horrible lately… I can’t wait until I switch shifts… A whole new me is going to emerge like some poorly tortured caterpillar bursting out of her cocoon made of tears and blood and hurt feelings into a gorgeous ANGEL WINGED GODDESS OF AWESOME.. GUH!
Character model sketch i drew for my husband. >:U Its his character Gao, his “main” character’s daughter. (his main character being Tsubasa that i drew like a year ago…..»)
PS: My husband is a total fucking weeabo in a disguise. Seriously? At least I didn’t revert to Japanese words every time i made an RP character… I loves him though.
I made another cause I can :3… I like these alot… I haven’t had such an urge to draw in a while.. Maybe these finally broke my artists block. Or maybe its because im switching shifts at work and won’t have to deal with class A @ssHoles anymore.. and I’m super happy… so super willing to draw…BUTTERYSAUR… sounds like buttery sore… ewww… But he’s so coooot. I’m just mad I don’t have the energy to make another. :(